My summer has been transformed by the WJMC reading list. I have enjoyed the humor and relatability of Jessica Yellin’s character Natalie Savage; I have been amazed by incredible and unusual stories from the career of Marvin Scott and the inspiring story of Lesley Visser’s breakthrough into sports reporting; I have been humbled by the advocacy and world impact of MSD students after the tragedy of the Parkland shooting; I have asked myself what it really means to be myself and what it to means to be a journalist with the Red Hot Career Guide; I have been encouraged by the success of Sheba Turk and have listened to her guidance on professional growth Off Air; I have been haunted and awestruck by Pulitzer Prize Photographs.
All of the five books I have completed for my reading list so far have enriched my summer life. Though away from the routine of school, I have been educated, enlightened, and informed. These stories have taught me much about the journalism industry (including the ins and outs of mastering a professional look – thank you, Ms. Turk!). Many of these books I would not have picked up on my own. Thus, I am very grateful that I have come upon them in my academic path while preparing for WJMC.
However, there is a regret weighing heavily on me that I feel I must address. Early on in my preparation, I had made it a goal to finish all ten books on the WJMC Reading List before the conference. Unfortunately, that goal did not become a reality. I am currently only five and a half books into the reading list (Half = Do I Make Myself Clear? by Harold Evans – a great read, by the way). This past week, as I have been cramming to get more reading done, there have definitely been moments of guilt and a little stress.
Coming into this conference with limited experience in journalism and also fairly limited knowledge of politics, I decided early on in my preparation that I wanted to put hard work first. When I arrive at WJMC, I will not be the most experienced person on the room. I might not be the smartest or the most eloquent. There will be others better than me at many things, and I may not be the best writer, the best speaker, or, for that matter, the best anything. I will likely be lacking in superlatives. Therefore, I want to be someone who approaches this experience with an open mind and a willingness to learn. If I come in as a sapling, how much more will I be able to grow? My desire is not to stun the crowd or excel in the role-play newsroom; instead, it is to know in my heart that I come prepared and ready to work hard.
My busy summer schedule has knocked a tooth out of the preparation part. Dance camp, volunteering, various appointments, job shadowing, another conference, senior pictures, traveling – these are all words to describe what I have been doing when I have not been reading, blogging, researching, and note-taking in preparation for WJMC. My life is a balancing act (sometimes, it seems like a circus). I have learned over time that being an ambitious person with a tight schedule means that not everything will get done. When I have not been tearing away at one book to jump right into the next, I have been spending time with my family during my second-to-last summer before college and pursuing my passion for dance, which, ultimately, I cannot regret. These pursuits are essential to my personal story.
Therefore, I have decided to embrace where I am at in my preparation as I embark on my WJMC journey (watch out for that phrase, by the way – I enjoy overusing it). I am five and a half books into the WJMC Reading List, but that does not mean that is as far as I am going to get. I will keep reading until the conference, I will keep reading through it, and I will keep reading after its conclusion. Life is a journey (cliché, for shame), and it is a journey of learning. The preparation never ends! I am excited for the once-in-a-lifetime opportunities this conference will provide. I am looking forward to meeting new friends, and I am ready to meet challenges with a strong will and a willing attitude.
A little mantra:
I am Emma Frieze. I am inexperienced, and I am imperfect. Still, I am ready to work. I am eager. I am optimistic. I am confident.
I am me.
(2 Days until WJMC!)
